FUCK THIS.

FUCK THE SCOLDINGS.

FUCK HER NAGGING.

FUCK HER FOR MAKING MY LIFE DIFFICULT.

FUCK HER FOR THE PAIN SHE CAUSED.

FUCK HER.

SOMETIMES,I WISHED I RAN AWAY.

FROM THIS PLACE THAT WAS ONCE CALLED HOME.

FROM THIS HELL-HOLE.

FROM THE FUCKING IDIOT WHO THINKS SHE IS ALWAYS FUCKING RIGHT.

FROM THE UNFAIRNESS OF IT ALL.

I WANNA RUN AWAY SO SHE CAN SEE WHAT SHE CAUSED.

I WANNA RUN AWAY SO SHE CAN FEEL THE PAIN.

I WANNA RUN AWAY SO SHE WOULDNT CAUSE ME ANY MORE PAIN.

I WANNA DIE.

SHE ALWAYS SAY I DON'T TREAT THIS HOME AS A HOUSE.

GUESS WHAT?

SHE MADE THE CHOICE.

SHE MADE THE 1ST MOVE.

IF SHE HAD LOVED ME MORE,OR PRAISED ME MORE,I WOULDN'T TURN OUT TO BE THE WAY I AM NOW.

SHE'S ALWAYS GUESSING WHY AM I MORE INCLINED TO CONFIDE IN MY FRIENDS.

THE REASONS ARE BLATANTLY OBVIOUS.

SHE NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME.

SHE CANT SEE THAT SHE IS SUFFOCATING ME.

SHE CANT SEE HOW MUCH IN PAIN I WAS.

SHE ONLY CARED FOR HOW MUCH PAIN SHE WAS IN.

SHE DON'T LISTEN,SHE DONT HEAR.

SHE THINKS SHE IS EVERYTHING.

SHE THINKS SHE CARED,BUT THE PROBLEM IS,SHE THOUGHT SHE CARED.

I WISHED MY MUM WAS LIKE OTHER MUMS.

I WISHED SHE WAS MORE NICER.

I WISHED SHE PRAISES ME MORE,AND NOTICES THE THINGS I'VE DONE RATHER THAN THOSE I HAVEN'T.

BUT I GUESS IT ISN'T POSSIBLE.

I MEAN,SHE IS MY MUM,IT'S JUST IMPOSSIBLE.

BECAUSE I KNOW SHE WOULDN'T CHANGE.