Oh my god,it's like this month is my worse and most active month ever.

Today,I have to talk about the right to choose your own life.I like to believe that the life you own is not yours,it's everyone's. You have already set down different wonderful memories in the minds of the people that appeared in your life,like your family,your friends and even your next door neighbours.You have gifted them with a part of you.

Choosing to die or to kill yourself is like you are ripping a part of yourself,the present that you gave to others,from them viciously and allowing them to continue to live life with only fragments of you left in them.It's almost like a picture that is ripped apart and left hanging there for display in shreds.You may say "they'll get over it","I am not important",but these special people in your life has a part of you as you have a part of them,be it small or large.The worse kind of tearing apart is when you think it's going to make the other party happy.Moments of anger can cause the most vicious words,everyone knows that,so why let a moment of anger spoil years of friendship or even spoil a family?

Next,if the other person is a bully and you killed yourself to "end the pain and to finally give him his/her wish" the other person might not even attend your funeral or feel guilty at all,so why bother shredding your friends and family members apart so as to make the bully feel happy?If someone cannot love you at your worst,why bother to even show them your best?You are special and you are unique.No one in this world can replace you for another you.It's not like you can go to a shopping centre and buy another you off the shelf like a can of beans,a life is not a toy.

That brings me to my next point,a life is not a toy.When you are only responsible for a animal,you feel the pain even though it's not on your body.That's because you are responsible for the life of a living thing.To try your best to take care of it and make sure it is happy.The point here is to try,because if you dont try how would you know it's impossible to happen?It's like what my mum tells me when I was young,"giving up before the fight is the battle half-lost".If you know you are going to have a tough time,take the plunge and at least know that you had one less "what-ifs" in your list of regrets.This is all because you tried.

Life cant be taken for granted because it's not a toy.It has what you call "feelings" and "emotions" that a non-living thing does not possess.To take responsibility i know needs tons and tons of courage,but it's still a responsibility because you are IN-CHARGE of that LIFE.Making decisions to destroy a life before it has a chance to even see sunlight is almost the most cruel thing you can do to another being(The most cruel is thing is to eat it when it's still growing,that is the worse because not only it doesnt see sunlight,but it gets chomped like a chewing gum.).Put yourself in the shoes of this being that you denied life to.You are the child and you were made out of an accident.Your bones are crushed and your flesh minced so as to allow your parents a sigh of relief since you are just an accident.How would you feel?

Maybe I am still living in the world where fairies and magic exist and that I have yet to experience how cold life can be,but without the notion of perseverance and courage to take on life and battle it like a knight against it's dragon,I might have already died in this fairy tale of mine.